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HELLO YOU.

/8:07 PM

i am truly sorry. i did not mean to break my promise. i did not mean to let you down once and again. but i just hope that you will accept the fact that i am just plain stupid. i was totally sad when i got back my maths. what a failure right.. 5/20. considering the fact that its a retest. and i got to know that i came in last for CA. duh. i am stupid. what can you do? ms tan and mdm yap both were telling me i really have to buck up for mid year. do you think i dont want? of course i want to do well. but no matter how much i studied. its still like that. you all think i havent been working hard. but you dont know what goes on at home. i stay up so late everynight studying. doing lots of maths sums. do you know that?? all you think is that i dont study. i havent been working hard. but i really did. and i am really disappointed in myself. i did all i could. but i am a born failure. nothing is of use.

well. i lost my voice. and i have s bad dry cough. now fever. how stupid is that. especially.. then people dont let me train. dont let me run. dont let me do PE. i had a very miserable day already. cant you just leave me alone? let me do all i want. the best is to just disappear from this world. i dont have to worry. i have no fears, no hallucinations. all this is really too hard to bear. i was trying to stop my tears from flowing. i dont need this to seem like i am stressed up. more lectures and talk. just leave me to rot ok. i'll be grateful.

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